today hias~~~ i dunno what to say. past ller. regret ller. im really depress :( cant even stop thinking.living under her shadow and flashing back places we went. no mood for anything, cannot eat or slp well. getting weak evry seconds getting skinnier evryday, no str for anything. waste my life slowly painfully. feel like crying but no. cos im dryed alrd. everything just happened so quickly i cant catch up with. friends comfort is oni temporary but thanks. hais so this is where i shld end huh. so this is my last page of my life bah. i dun seem to be moving anywhere . i cant. i need help. pls help mi .im done soon. envious of my buddies who are in love. hope they last till marry. gdluck. pamper them well treat them better this is what i can advice i guess. im nowhere better . im just a ordinary broken hearted guy. this is what i shall be .thanks guys.CHEERSHIAS
